Bitter

Monster

Demon

Attack, assail, assault
Every month and day and hour
Words we can’t withdraw,
Flying from the mouth, devour
Heart, and mind, and pride
Chip away till nothing’s left
Are you dumb or deaf? Let’s find out.

Defend, defend, defend
Point the finger, place the blame
Words we can’t amend
Every fucking time’s the same
Guilt, excuse, attack
Never will we doubt the victim’s name
Game changes again

Did I give what you wanted?
Have your dreams come true?
Did I change enough yet to deserve love from you?
Fuck you

(Bitter) The last taste I recall
(Before) being backed to the wall
(I won’t) disgrace myself, and I know
No one can save us now

God, it’s here again
I thought it was getting better
Every word we say
Turns out doesn’t fucking matter
How can we believe
In this hostile fictional world?
Are you damaged? Let’s find out.

Defend, defend, defend
Point the finger, place the blame
Words we can’t amend
Every fucking time’s the same
Guilt, excuse, attack
Never will we doubt the victim’s name
All rules change again

Did you take all you wanted?
Have your dreams come true?
Is there anything left in me
That you value?
Fuck you

(Bitter) I can’t stand one more day
(Heartless) Living life like a slave
(You seem) Ignorant of the fact that
Nothing can save us now

Nothing can save us now
We prop life up
And drag us limping
From crutch to crutch to life support

But you could let me go
Or I could do that for you
Just like I’ve done with nearly everything

So I pray
Maybe the house burns down
Entrust the flame
To return it all to the ground
Take me as I am
Or curse me as I go
Either way you will know

Now I know the truth
Nothing can be done to ever
Save or salvage it
I have done all I can do
Resign the self to live
Alone, struggle on our own
Will it be healthier? Let’s find out

Ignore, ignore, ignore
Under microscope and knife
What’s the fucking point
Of continuing the life?
Afraid to say the truth
Never will we doubt the victim’s name
Game over again

Isn’t this what you wanted?
It’s a dream come true
I discovered I don’t need
A fucking thing from you
Fuck you

(Bitter) Senses slowly subside
(Monster) no place for them to hide
(Demon) I no longer fear what you
Will think or do (Fuck you)

(Dear God) You have been thus belied
(Through your) Slander and tearless cries
(Dear God) I almost believed
(Nearly) Swallowed myself whole